I'm so heartbroken

I just don't get it, I don't get it at all...why the surgeon has to paste adhesive bandages over the stitches?
My hands are shaking, my tears are rolling down as I'm typing...I wouldn't want to think back the scene in the medical room this late noon, Sugar cried...begging for help. It was very very painful for Sugar, I really don't get it..why couldn't the surgeon leave the stitches as it is? If he's afraid Sugar will lick the incision, I can always give her a clothes. All people told me their vets never cover stitches with adhesive bandages, because it would be terribly painful when they want to remove it :'(((( I didn't know it was that STICKY until today, I thought it's just like a regular plaster...
I'm so heartbroken...I'm sorry Sugar, momma really loves you :'(((













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