I'm forgotten

I'm a very lazy kind of person, I mean, I seldom write to people, or contact them via phone, msn, texting etc. I always thought people will not forget me, just like I will never forget people that I know.

But, I was wrong,
people will forget you

I was really upset that day, I realised one of my friends decided to abandon (yes, abandon) me, leave, if you prefer this word. I always thought friends will never forget friends...just like me, I will never forget my friends, never never.

Don't get me wrongly, we never argue...I'm just forgotten. Bear decided to leave me. Although Bear took me back after a while, but you can't undo everything you did. I was hurt, my heart is still bleeding as I type this

Some people write me, some people don't
I reply sometimes, but sometimes I don't
I may not reply every single messages send by phone, but I'll call back every missed calls
I like to read emails, I like real stories, I like people telling me about themselves but I'm not good in sharing. Maybe I'm selfish but seriously I don't think I am

All I want to say is,
I don't reply doesn't mean you are forgotten
I don't reply doesn't mean you are "extra"
I don't reply doesn't mean you are boring
I don't reply doesn't mean I don't care
I don't reply doesn't mean I don't want to hear
I don't reply doesn't mean I don't want to know
I don't reply doesn't mean I don't want you

Friends are forever, to me
I'm sad friendship is not forever to you...I hope you are reading this but unfortunately you don't, you don't...I know












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