I'm fat, sad

30 Dec 2006






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Compared to 18 months ago, now I'm really damned fat.

It was all because of Kevin!!! Because he always say

"It's good to gain some weight..."

"Don't worry, I will buy you new clothes if you put on weight"

"Come, let's go for nice foods"

"Do you want more cheesecakes?"

"I know you love ice creams..."

"Hmmm...Thai foods? Japanese foods?"

"You are not fat, no problem to eat more. Come come, which one do you want?"

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I trusted him...I listened to him...

This is why, 18 months later...I became like THIS :(
I gained 7 KGs, that's really "SH*T"!

My cabinet is full of dresses and clothes that I only wear one time before, I tried...I could still wear it, but it doesn't really look good on me now. And my short pants...couldn't fit in!!!!! Today isn't the first day I knew I gained weight, but I'm so depressed! Because I just tried dresses that I used to wear (and it was loose) just now, it's so tight, and makes me looked like a Donald duck! I don't know why Donald duck...it's cute right? SIGH...I just felt so Donald duck right now. Hahaha!

Anyway, I'm going to travel next month...HmmMmMmMmmmmmm...
We are going to... XXXXXX Island. I wanna wear bikini, I wanna look good!!!

And so, I must lose at least 7 KGs in 6 weeks, if not...

:'(((








I will cry out loud on the plane, hahaha!